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Maybe I Care Too Much

In a world full of beauty and bliss I lag behind Where fair is lovely I console myself saying brown is beautiful I pretend to be confident and cold about looks My weight does not affect the way I feel – I say But deep down I know, that I pray I pray for a fairer tone, a slimmer body And a confidence that I don’t need to fake Every day, i am reminded by people in different ways that I need to change The clothes don’t look good on me because I am dark The clothes don’t look good on me because I am fat People won’t like me because I don't fit the beauty norms The comments haunt me The anxiety makes its way through, all day all night It feels like I am nothing Maybe I care too much Maybe life is supposed to be as such
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My little share of happiness

All bags packed laptop: checked novels: checked snacks: checked I left for my hostel a little sad a little exited a little nervous Checked into my new room my new space two beds, study tables and cupboards and no one except me Settled my things down cloths in place bed-sheet spread neatly stuffs arranged on study table I laid down and relaxed my eyes on the moving fan then noticing the empty bed next to that of mine wondering what life is going to bless me with Is it going to be all karan johar movie scene or dramatic hindi serial life will it be all happy times or filled with stress and bitterness Next day I went to the college little nervous, little excited entered a class full of unknown faces I sat beside a nerd looking girl I smiled, she smiled- problem solved. we started talking and our talks went on and on and on from our sorrows to griefs, we discussed everything and I found my little share of Happiness. My best friend in college LATTER
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The Rage

There is somthing inside me Raging to come out It wants to love It wants to adore It wants to rest in someone's joy But It knows that people leave It is scared of losing people It is scared of being left uncared It is scared of getting hurt! But still it rages to come out But still it develops affection But still it cares, it loves Only to get hurt and rage back again.
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